Tell me what your purpose is

I don’t even know anymore
I can’t believe my own words
I shouldn’t be HERE or THERE
Far into the rabbit hole than I thought

It’s like my head
Isn’t mine, or yours
You don’t even want it, anyways.
Who does?
Failures, vegabonds?

Such a fuzz now, I wish you would turn on the defrost,
That would help,
Immensely. 

It’s bringing back bittersweet memories. I’m at the verge of crying but I can’t help but smile at the same time. This was when he was kind. 

Admit it,

I was your greatest creation. 

I’m pretty sure I’m at that point
On top of some mountain that I rather not share
I took my pictures
And all I want to do is get down

I clench my jaw so hard I give myself headaches

Proverbs 6:32: Whoever commits adultery with a woman lacks understanding; He who does so destroys his own soul.

Galatians 5:19-21: Now the works of the flesh are evident, which are: adultery, fornication, uncleanness, lewdness, idolatry, sorcery, hatred, contentions, jealousies, outbursts of wrath, selfish ambitions, dissensions, heresies, envy, murders, drunkenness, revelries, and the like; of which I tell you beforehand, just as I also told you in time past, that those who practice such things will not inherit the kingdom of God.

Mark 10:11: So He said to them, “Whoever divorces his wife and marries another commits adultery against her.

Leviticus 18:20: Do not have sexual relations with your neighbor’s wife and defile yourself with her.

Matthew 5:27: You have heard that it was said, ‘Do not commit adultery.’ But I tell you that anyone who looks at a woman lustfully has already committed adultery with her in his heart.

And if that is too many words for your simple mind, here:

Exodus 20:14: Thou shalt not commit adultery.

We are self aware planets
forming our mountains
shaping our lakes
We are letting lightning spark in our sky 
smelling the ozone and frying our soil
We allow the rainbows to form
Even for a while
We have clear skies or somewhat cloudy
Because we can

I can go on like this
You won over my little heart
I will sit like this forever
You will reach for my hand
I will grasp your average hand
You will bloom
I will shine